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Monday, November 24, 2008

Home Again

I returned home from surgery and rehab last Thursday. Praise the Lord! Thanks to all of you who are praying for Mom and me through the illness. Long story short, the knee replacement is as painful as warned but I am moving so much better. I can walk again, a blessing after searching for the closest wheelchair for months.

Oh, the wonders of the electronic age, that allowed me to write posts ahead of time and set the time for them to appear.

Mom ended up at the same rehab facility where I went, and the good news is that she will also come home on Wednesday.

The night I arrived at rehab, I fell apart. The cause? A sign on the door to my room read "Family will do laundry." First panic seized me. What family? Grief overwhelmed the panic, and I cried. The only "family" who might have done the laundry (although I doubt it) was, of course, Jolene. I bawled.

God brought a special nurse to my side that night. I explained that my daughter had committed suicide and that I had no family to do my laundry. She patted my arm. "You don't have to say any more. My husband did the same thing, two months ago." She reached out to me in the midst of her pain. I felt understood and validated.

For the month before our surgeries, Mom and I were so wrapped up in pain and concern that Jolene had faded a little from our consciousness. The enforced inactivity and boredom of nursing home life allowed her to resurface. She was often on our minds, and both of us experienced bad spells. I am so thankful God allowed us to be together. To hold each other through the grief until we were ready to go on. I am so thankful God has spared Mom. And after the folks I met at the rehab/nursing facility, I am doubly grateful for her sharp mind and capacity for independent, full living.

There are more stories ... but I will save them for another day.

Pray for us. I am dreading Thursday. No one has invited us to share Thanksgiving with them. Our first major holiday since Jolene's death, and I feel isolated and deserted. Pray also that Mom will be well enough to travel to Oklahoma at Christmas as we had planned.


Ruthie said...

I,m so glad to hear you are home. I was praying for you and your mom.
What a blessing that you were both in the same Rehab. Was the Lord watching out for you or what!

It's possible your CHurch family doesn't know you are home - and don't know you need an invite for Thankgiving...or they may think you won't feel like going out. Maybe let your pastor know.
Take care. Glad you are back to blogging.

Mary Connealy said...

God bless you and your mom. I'm glad you're home.

Darlene Franklin said...

Update: Since I posted this blog, two people have invited us for Thanksgiving dinner. Praise God for our Christian family.

Amy Deardon said...

Darlene, so glad to hear you'll be with friends for Thanksgiving dinner! I hope you and your mom continue to get well :-)

Your blog is so moving -- thank you for being vulnerable

Lynette Sowell said...

Darlene, it sounds like God sent the right nurse for you at the right time. I'm glad you're home and on your way back to recovery. And that you will have a table to sit at for Thanksgiving dinner. :)